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yessssssss. that feels so much better..have i mentioned, TRIGO is the worst thing on earth. i mean, i love maths, but TRIGO is KILLING me!!!!!! whyyyyyyyyy must we know trigo...whyyyyyyyyyyyy.. plus it doesnt help that my NOSE is being as IRRITATING as EVER. it's SO annoying, i think i've sneezed more than a hundred times today, NO KIDDING. wth, and it's like all runny and stuff, and when it's not runny it's blocked. GIVE ME A BREAK AND LET ME BREATHE PROPERLY!!!!!!!!! like, HELOooooooo??????
i think i'm allergic to like, my room, maths, my pen, my table, my house, my family members. anythingggg..bloody sensitive nose. wth..
and all i needed was cigarette smoke to trigger it off. SHEESh.
okay enough ranting, i really really really can't wait for CTs to end... then it's like....relaxing agn. but this time i promise i'll pay more attention in lectures and tutorials, then i won't have to bloody learn chapters like trigo all by myself.
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okay goodbye blog. i'm off now. sighhhhhhh.
found out from andrew today that there's this creative warehouse sale thingy..and there was this nomad mp3 player WITH radio, going for thirty bucks. but now it's sold out. how crap is thaaat.sigh.
wow..new blogger thingey.. how cool..it's all blu n stuff...but it's essentially the same i guess.
the common tests are cominggg,
"Another day is going by
so i'm back from camp. and well...i must say that i think i did have a lot of fun especially during the night!! aaaahahhaa...aqua4's just hilarious, and the bananas were so funny and the conversing duo just thought we were nuts. hahaah..and together we formed abc. okay this prob doesnt make sense.
i've realised how haaard it is to catch up on six months of work!! damn i should have paid more attention during lecs. or actually tutorials.. arrrgh if i don't do well in bio, she'll definitely have something to say. and i havent even STARTED on bio. i'm on the verge of giving up on bio la. it's impossssible.
whhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
well mugging plans are NOT working. at all. anyway i went to see the acjc play today. it's actually quite nice, tho i had a hard time trying to understand what they were saying. but the acting n dancing n singing parts were great. aimee YOU WERE GREAT (: haha. and yah so was nicole!..i didn't realise she was gonna be acting till..i saw her onstage. yah. haha.
k is my time thingy better?..
k.
wow..well AQ was pretty amazing. watching all the teams doing their best.. i think the j1 and j2 teams did very well, they went thru so so much, just to reach the end. very amazing feat, kayakg 25 km, running/jogging/walking throughout bedok looking for checkpoints, abseiling, and then racing to the end point. truly amazing. i'm SO PROUD OF ALL OF THEM. (:
okay so i just got back from buying equipment for the AQ pple. got a pretty good price according to mr low, so yeah i think we'll keep going back there from now onwards.. unless that friends,nuts, and something shop on level four is better. pity it was closed when jayce n i got there, we just missed it by 10 minutes! wAstedddd!!
VM was a good experience.. a very good experience. but i definitely could have done w more training to improve my timing. oh well its over yah.
anyway, i went to sch today for ipw, but decided to go early, to get a lift from my parents.. thougt i might study a bit in the odac rm, but in the end the bean bag was too tempting..nuts, i just went to sleep..
oh well. then i had ipw..yeah..i'm starting to like our proj more n more...think it'll be quite interesting in the end.. hopefully la.
and now i'm home, and i shouldnt be online, but wth, i don't feel like studying. will go n see wads on tv now, and if nothing's on, i'm gonna do maths. yea..my fav..haha. yea right. well, it's better than the rest anyhow..
okay gonna go..
"Dancin' and singin'
and movin' to the groovin'
And just when it hit me somebody turned around and shouted
Play that funky music white boy.."
anyway i just came back home..had a..haircut..well..my hair's......REALLY short now. it's back to secondary 2 kinda short. man. hmnn but at least now, there'll be no more long wet hair waiting to dry or long hair making me hot or long hair being a pain...short hair has it's advantages..tho now i look weird. but well. it's so much less tedious to maintain short hair.. wad-EVA..
so now i've got a new maid..she's nice..but..i dunno, got a funny feeling about her. well she woke me up at six something..think she thought i had sch. haha. but yeah..she's quite okay i guess..
cooking's not bad..quite okay. but i don't want a maid..sigh.. it was so much better the last few months w/o a maid, i felt more.....i dunno. but i guess there was a lot of work to do n stuff around the hse so my parents wanted a maid agn...
alritey, i should go and study something..bio most likely..since..i'm not even halfway done.
to my friends.. study hard, get well soon, and cheer up..
"i know i can, be wad i wanna be, if i work hard enough, i'll be where i wanna be.." (wad a dumb song..)
i'm just so so scoofed,
i'm sitting here the rain is fallinggg,
and my brain's just so so scoofed.
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting"
anyway bout the camp, i think in the end, it was a general feeling that most of us didn't really put in our 100 percent into the camp and into trying to get to noe the participants, but well, it was a good try i guess, considering all the disappointments initially. i definitely want to do it again and give ourselves a second chance to do better. yea i'm not gonna talk about the camp anymore, cos...i don't feel like it..
anyway i'm gonna keep this short cos i need to read harry potter, and study later..mebbe..hopefully.
alright, g'nite..
haha btw i saw one good looking upper body today (: haha..like...all i had to do was chem in my room, then occasionally look out of my window... hahahahhaaaaaa. how entertaining. pity *** didnt come, HIS bod is great and he's goodlooking too!. hahahahahaha. erm k. this sounds bad. i must stop. eyecandy..hahahaha.
RIGHT. don't get the wrong idea pple.
ahahahah i'm off for dinner now. byee..
hahaahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahaa
today was such an..interesting day. i really hope i win that NEMO MACS lucky draw. i want the shirt!! w the shark! which is like howwww cute! it has sooooo manyyyy teeeeeth!! so cooooool.
okay i've got to stop this
anyway so camp's postponed, means that my harry potter schedule has to change. will have to carry it to palawan n read when noone's watching. i really hope we don't have to go round and round and round the monorail in sentosa in the middle of the night. can the participants like, yu know..be nice like..play nice games like....soccer WITHIN the demarcated area.haha actually i'm looking forward to the camp. it's gonna be an experience, definitely, hope not tooo many things go wrong.
yayy..well i think i should mug chem agn today. i'm starting to like chem. mebbe cos it's the only subj i've started studying. and only one chapter at that. anyway can sleep late tonight, cos tmr's a no-sch-no-odac day! so i can sleep in. and i won't be late. ( i overslept this morning..so sorry jayce..)
alritey
CHEEEERS (:
" i feel it in my fingers, i feeeeel it in my TOES (: "
i cleared out my room. can't believe i lived thru 6 months not knowing exactly where all my notes are. everything seems so in place now, and suddenly i can see every inch of my floor that's not covered by furniture, and i actually realised how big my table is. to all souls who were like me, i suggest yu spend a few hours sorting out your notes and filing, it REALLY helps.
i'm looking back on the six months and thinking about all the friendships i've formed. the time's passed so fast and i'm trying to process everything. don't you ever feel like life's moving too fast for you? recently i've been thinking back, thinking back about old friendships, and how i've let some die, and what makes me sad is that, for some of them, i don't feel the loss. has it been too long? were they ever true friendships?..i don't ever want to make that mistake again, yet, sometimes its inevitable..or isn't it... i want to be a primary sch kid again. when all this seemed so trivial, when life was so simple, and you got by each day living it to the fullest, without caring about the next.
[ we may race and we may run, we'll not undo what has been done, or change the moment when it's gone..]
well i better go get some work done, after all, there's barely 2 weeks left and i'll be away at camp for a day n a half..NO TIME!! to everyone out there, let's start studying now.. it's about time.
anyway today was quite interesting.. the highlight was the play i guess..and nice ams' dad sent me all the way home (: how nice (:
okay..tmr's gonna be a long day, gonna watch kamya's public dance exam..then go to my grandma's hse for dinner...how fun. get to see my cute lil cousin again (: he's sooo cute. haha.
alright then, i'm gonna keep this short..nothing much to say
g'nite..
well had stock taking of the store and like sorting out n organising of the room. man. how..fun. haha.
well i've got nothing much to say.. and i don't know why, considering a lot of things happend today. hmnn confused. mebbe i need FUFU to help me out here..haha but then agn fufu can't do anything, considering i don't know wad I'M confused about. haha how strange. ever get that feeling?
do you ever get so sick of living the same life, doing the same things, feeling the same way?.. haha i think today in the odac room during comm meeting, towards the end, i just couldnt wait to get out of the room. totally switched off liao. my brain REFUSED to function or even think about our aims. sigh. wadEVA la. i don't even want to listen to myself ramble on. i think it was the weather.
cya. g'nite.
and mr low, haha he said that w/o odac he would have given up, i find that hard to believe haha. at the end of the race he looked like he was in perfect health. he looked just like how he looked at the start of the race. haha madness. and like as he passed us, he'd smile and like talk normally as tho he wasnt even racing. haha truly amazing. i have never and will probably never see him looking shagged. haha. i'm proud of him too. THIRD...with only ONE training before the race. unbelievable. wow...
ahhaha and sat night was probably the first time more than 10 pple slept over at my hse in one night. haha. loads of memories there. altho the cab fares to kallang still ended up being SUPER EX. these cab companies are a rip off.
well well, then that night, i decided to come home myself by bus, instead of cabbing ( considering i took a total of i-dunno-how-many cabs the whole day ) or calling my dad. so i took 14 from suntec. and fell asleep. and then i woke up like 5 stops before my bus stop cos my bro's fren who i havent seen in years woke me up...wad a coincidence to meet him on the bus..) so then i was like, wow good thing he woke me up, if not i would have missed my stop. and then guess wad i did?..i fell asleep again, cos my bro's fren got down n there was noone to talk to again. yes i feel asleep in less than 3 minutes. so obviously i missed my stop and i woke up at tanah merah (2 long stops away from home), took a while to realise i'd missed my stop so i only got down the stop AFTER tanah merah. i was like howww pissed w myself. so i got down, then i thought, hey let's just take a bus back. was abt to cross the road and i realised that i had no coins and i'd forgotten to bring my ez link (one reason why i took the bus instead of the train)..so i thought, hey let's just call my parents to pick me up from tanah merah. and just as i was calling, there was one ring, and my batt gave up and went dead. so no phone, and no ezlink, and no coins. so i thought wad the hell, let's just walk. and THEN i started walking n walking n walking, for wad seeemed like ages but turned out to be only 20 minutes. and worst come to worst, as in was walking, i realised i needed to PEE. scoofed man, truly scoofed. so i was one n a half bus stops away from home so i started to run home, n i refused to stop since running was much faster than walking.
and when i reached home, i'd lost the urge to pee. like...wadEVA. yeah that was a great end to my night huh?..indeed-o.
oh well. yeah i've realised i havent trained in a long time, since VM: not good at all!..but yah, after AQ training will resume i guess, then yeah. hope the AQ team does well (:
we were supposed to have a physics test today, but kind mr lim allowed us to bring it home! haha! yessss. i actually forgot it was today, thought it was tmr, and realised this morning at the odac table (floor actually). so thank goodness it was a bring home test in the end, if not my resolution to study properly for all future tests would have failed.
okay so i'm actually off for now. obviously as SOME pple kindly mentioned my will power to not use the comp is ABSENT. -damn- must restrain myself!!
argh.
btw jayce, (if yu ever read this) the curry puff was still hot when i reached tanah merah! amazing (:
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somehow tmr i feel like having gastric pains again, i've found that lessons have become a total chore for me, and i absolutely hate doing homework..probably cos i can't do it. and why? probably cos i don't pay attention n i tend to fall asleep in sch. so why do i have a short attention span n why does my brain love to enter dreamland during tutorials n lectures?.. cos i'm obviously too tired from the day before, cos i probably slept late. why?..cos i'm addicted to the comp. why? i have no idea.
haha i've got to control myself man. ADDICTION. stop now. yes i will stop. yes i WILL. k if yu don't see me online that often it's cos my will power is working. yah.
bye..good night to all who's still awake.
school here i come, i promise i'll get something done in sch tmr. yes.